As you know, tomorrow is a big day for our country. Donald Trump will be sworn into office as the next President of the United States of America. Occupying that same big, white house and following in the footsteps of such predecessors as Abraham Lincoln, Franklin D. Roosevelt, and Thomas Jefferson, all eyes will be on President Trump over the coming four years.
That’s the thing about leadership, kids- it’s a responsibility that should not be taken lightly. People watch their leaders closely. People listen. People mimic. Leaders set social mores and solidify cultural norms within their sphere of influence. It just so happens that the presidential sphere of influence is deep and wide.
But, guys, listen. As a new president steps into the oval office this week, and as we stand witness to the inevitable change he has promised over the coming weeks and years, I need you to know something. I need you to know that even the most powerful human in the world would have no bearing on your own moral code. And I need you to hear me when I say that our family will never be swayed or defined by behavior and attitudes deemed “normalized” by our society.
Kids, here’s the deal. This is how it’s going to go down tomorrow:
You’re going to wake up, and you’re going to get dressed and go to school. It’s going to be business as usual. You’re going to work hard and obey the rules and show kindness to your classmates. And then, you’re going to come home. And when you do, we will have a new president. And you know what? The American flag will still be flying, and our God will still be in control. Truth will still be truth. Our hope will continue to be firmly rooted in Christ. And our family’s rules, expectations, and norms will be completely unchanged.
Because, in our home, we will not live in fear of any leader or policy or perceived threat, for we know our Keeper, and we know that He alone is sovereign.
In our home, we will not place our faith in promises of economic change and prosperity, for our God is the manna-provider, and we believe in radical generosity no matter what.
In our home, we will throw open our doors to those on the fringes of society, knowing that those are the very people to whom Jesus gravitated. When the world’s eyes are closed to the outsider, our eyes will lock in and say, “I see you.”
In our home, we will be slow to speak and quick to listen. We will speak the truth in love and will use our words for good and not evil.
In our home, we absolutely will not support the normalization of anything that goes against scripture, no matter how counter-cultural this may be. We will live by the norms set by Christ Jesus Himself, chiefly love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control (Galatians 5:22-23).
In our home, we will respect others. This means that we will respect our elected officials and those who voted for them. Likewise, we will respect those who stand in adamant opposition and who are mourning the transfer of power. We will look around and see our peers, colleagues, family, and president through the lens of the gospel, recognizing that we are all broken sinners in desperate need of grace and mercy. And that not one of us can be saved by our own merit or goodness.
Listen, kids. Learning to lead well is so very important. Still, our lives do not rise and fall based on the power of any earthly ruler or authority. And no role model, no matter how charming, competent, or smart, is worthy of our complete allegiance.
So, in summary, I guess my message is this: Don’t be like Donald Trump. Or Abraham Lincoln. Or Rosa Parks or Malala Yousafzai or Steph Curry or Beyonce. (Though, let’s just be real. If you’ve got pipes like Bey… I claim lifetime first row seats at your concerts.) Don’t strive to be like Moses or Peter or Paul. And if you have your mom and dad on some pedestal, I hereby give you permission to knock us down. Because, you know what? Every one of us is deeply flawed, and we’ll all ultimately lead you astray.
Carson. Mary Grace. Elizabeth. Hang with me; this is important.
In our home, we will always, always point you back to Jesus. You’ll see plenty of leaders and influencers come and go. So, go ahead and take note of the good. Of the ways in which they lead with excellence and model what is right. Meanwhile, don’t forget to learn from the bad. From their mistakes and missteps.
But, at the end of the day, remember- any good you see in this world is found in its fullness and completion in Jesus. And kids, no person is ever, ever too broken for His mercy.
There’s only One who keeps His promises every. single. time. One who loves perfectly, no matter the sacrifice or inconvenience. One whose kingdom will never, ever fade and who will be worshipped by every nation and tribe, color and dialect.
And I have one clue for you: it is certainly NOT our president.
So, let’s land there tomorrow, kids. And every single day that follows.
I don’t have the words yet.
Oh, I have pictures. Lots of them. But the words and the thoughts are coming at their own pace. Slowly. Almost as slowly as the jet lag has dissipated.
It feels trite and not even close to sufficient to say that my time in West Africa was amazing, though it certainly was. Any and every trip I’ve been on overseas has rocked me, this trip probably more than others.
But why so amazing? Well, I could spout off funny anecdotes and memories. Like the time I was bitten by a monkey. Or wound up OH SO VERY LOST in the African bush. Or was gifted chickens by a generous village chief.
I could sing praises of my awesome team- of a surgeon and nurses and physicians and administrators- who came together with a united rallying cry: “My gifts are yours. My talents are yours. Have thine own way, Lord.”
I could go on and on about the missionaries on ground in West Africa. Sweet goodness, could I speak of sacrificial love and the holy and good work they’re doing in a difficult land.
But most of all, as the words trickle in and my heart continues to process through big feelings and hard questions, the overarching and unmistakable theme of it all is that our God is so much greater than we can even fathom. As I stood on the ground of what truly felt to be the “ends of the earth”, I couldn’t shake these verses:
“The poor will eat and be satisfied; those who seek the Lord will praise him…
All the ends of the earth will remember and turn to the Lord, and all the families of the nations will bow down before him, for dominion belongs to the Lord and he rules over the nations…
They will proclaim his righteousness, declaring to a people yet unborn: He has done it!” (Psalm 22: 26-28, 31)
He is doing it, y’all. Turning hearts toward His greatness. In big cities and remote villages. In the darkest places and at the very ends of the earth. His faithfulness never falters, and His righteousness is sure. As the local church and lone believers cry out, “He has done it!,” the poor are being fed and the sick are being healed and hearts are being turned to Him.
And, you guys. It’s a sight to behold.
These years- they just keep flying right on by, don’t they? NINE. Nine years ago, you tumbled onto the scene and into this world at about five in the morning. And nearly every single morning since then, you’ve been awake and bright eyed at that same way-too-early 5am hour. Ready to take on the world.
So, what does the world of nine year old Carson look like? Well, it looks a whole lot like Minecraft, Pokemon, those ridiculous “Stampylonghead” YouTube videos (OHMYGOSH, Carson. You know how I feel about these.), and books. Oh the books. You devour words and pages like a madman, and it’s a legit challenge to keep up with you.
In many ways, you’ve always been a pretty risk-averse kid. However, all of that flies out the window when it comes to climbing. You scale trees and buildings and walls like it’s no thing. This past summer, you went straight-up missing at a friend’s cookout. We couldn’t find you anywhere. Until we looked up. Way up. More than thirty feet up in a tree where you were just chilling, happy as a little lark. Dude, you’re shaving years off of my life. Maybe you can keep your feet on the ground just for one little day? K, thanks.
You’re a deep thinker and a big feeler. You’re an introvert through and through, and you thrive on stability, routine, and being home. I just have NO IDEA who you get this from. Ahem.
You prefer having a few close friends and you hold those friends close. Caden and Noble are your best buds once again this year, and I pray they will be for many years. Because, Carson, here’s the thing. You keep begging for a baby brother. And, I hate to break this to you on your big day, but that JUST ISN’T HAPPENING, YO. (Love ya, mean it. Oh, and happy birthday.)
Man, Carson. You’re such a cool kid, and it’s an absolute joy to watch you grow up. I pray that God keeps your heart soft and kind in a world that’s often anything but. I love you and am crazy proud of the big kid you’re becoming.
Happy 9th birthday, buddy.
My bags are packed. (And teetering dangerously close to my 50 pound limit.)
My visa is signed, sealed, and delivered. (And good for five years. Boom.)
And one of my children just vomited all over the place and all over the people at my Mexican send-off dinner. Par for the course. (Oh my gosh. Pray for us.)
Speaking of which. Prayer. I have had a number of y’all ask how you could be praying while I’m in West Africa over the next ten days. THANK YOU. I believe with everything within me that “the prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective” (James 5:16). Not because we’re anything awesome. Or because our prayers are anything special. But because our God is completely holy and wholly righteous. That He hears and He sees and He cares.
So, with that in mind, let’s pray y’all. Specifically…
- For hearts softened to the good news of Jesus. We’ll be working in a country that’s almost entirely Muslim and in a region where many have never heard the gospel. Pray that we would have opportunities to clearly articulate the extravagance of Christ’s love for us. Pray that it would be well-received.
- For safety. With any travel comes risk. Pray for safe travel and good health.
- For productivity as we work to build and prep an operating room– the first and only OR for many, many miles– in the small, rural village where we will be staying. THIS IS SO HUGE, you guys. Having a local operating room (coupled with, Lord-willing, a local surgeon) would save countless lives. Near and dear to my heart is the fact that it would prevent so many maternal deaths- and, consequently, so many orphans- through the availability of C-sections.
- For wisdom as we see and treat patients in the clinic. I, for one, feel overwhelmed at the thought of providing medical care with so few drugs and treatments even available to offer patients.
- That we, as a short-term medical missions team, would be quick to listen and slow to speak. That we would show utmost respect to the culture in which we will be living and working. That, while we may arrive feeling like we have so much knowledge to impart, that we would first and foremost come as learners, recognizing that the local villagers were there first and will be there long after we leave.
- That we would be a source of encouragement to the local church and missionaries there. That they would be refreshed and encouraged by our presence.
- For team unity. Because, let’s face it- we’re all still practically strangers at this stage in the game. Pray that God would bind us together quickly as a team and that we would work as one body. That we would “encourage one another and build each other up” (1 Thessalonians 5:11).
- For the families we leave behind for the week and a half. For husbands, wives, and children whose routines are going to be thrown off. If you think of it, I would love prayers specifically for Elizabeth, as separation can be very, very hard for her little heart. We’re already seeing some of this manifesting itself in recent days- just pray that “the God of all comfort” (2 Corinthians 1:3) would be so near and that she would trust that I’m coming back to her.
I am just so grateful for your prayers. You have no idea.
And I’m off.
(But, first, to get my kid to stop puking. Because motherhood.)
Perhaps this is an unconventional confession for a church-going, Jesus-loving, pastor’s wife, but it’s a true statement all the same: Some days, I just want to throw in the towel and live for myself. Sometimes, I grow weary of the surrender.
Case in point: in exactly three weeks, I will be flying out to a remote region of Africa for a medical missions trip. We’ll be bringing life-saving medicine and the life-giving message of Christ to people who desperately need it. And yet. Shortly after opening my eyes yesterday morning, one of the first sentiments that escaped from my lips was, “Why did I even say yes?”
You see, my friends, here’s the deal. Leaving the country, the kids, the husband, and the (very new) job for ten days- at the height of the holiday season, no less- is beginning to feel increasingly CA-RA-ZY to me. The unknowns feel overwhelming. And my flesh cries out, “Oh, God. This is way too hard.”
If my flesh is good at one thing, it’s precisely this- doing things MY way. And, if you’re wondering, my way is efficient and smooth and logical. It’s easy and tidy. Void of hardship or sacrifice.
However, it’s Christmas time. And every Christmas card I read and every carol that I hear reminds me that Jesus did not exactly share in this way of thinking.
While I long for comfort, Jesus was born in a barn.
While I cling to my strength and ability, God came to earth as a helpless baby boy.
While I strive for control, Jesus surrendered Himself to the cross.
While my sights are often cast inward, Jesus lived- and died- for everyone else.
Jesus’ life was anything but my idealistic fantasy of a neat and tidy, smooth and easy life. Every iota of His existence modeled humility and sacrificial love.
You guys, it has been quite the year. It’s been a year replete with “I don’t wanna”s followed by “fine, God. I’m scared, but I’ll go.” It’s been a year of speaking when I preferred to stay silent and of going when I preferred to stay. It’s been a year of saying “no” when a “no” seemed outlandish and saying “yes” when I just wanted to quit. Submission and open hands and, even more than any of that, a year of digging deep, so deep, into the character of God. Desperately leaning into His strength and sufficiency when I had none of my own to offer.
But isn’t that what it’s always about?
Just yesterday- after my brief and admittedly melodramatic meltdown over my pre-Christmas, pre-Africa to-do list- I overheard the words of Joy to the World ringing out through my iPhone. “Let every heart prepare Him room,” it sang. And those words- they’ve been bouncing around in my head ever since.
Prepare Him room.
Sounds pretty benign, right? Or not. Because when we truly begin to see God for who He says He is and for all He’s come to do, we start to understand this phrase to mean something a whole heck of a lot more radical.
We prepare Him room, understanding that this God of whom we speak doesn’t just want a chunk of space in our hearts and lives. He wants all. of. it. All of us. We’re talking complete and total surrender. An open-handed proclamation of, “Hey God, I’m yours.”
Prepare Him room, but be forewarned. He’s bound to jack a few things up in our lives. Because this God who humbled Himself to human flesh born in a barn isn’t particularly concerned with our comfort. Safety isn’t the highest priority for the Great King who obeyed until He hung on a cross. Worldly success is of little import to the One who flipped everything on its head when he taught that “the first will be last, and the last first.” (Mark 10:31)
Prepare Him room because THIS. This is the One who came.
The One who is anything but safe and tame. Who may get all up in your business and who may completely mess with your notion of comfort and stability.
The One who is not just some meek and mild Sunday-morning-only Jesus. The One who is strong and mighty. The One who is a good, good Father, yes. But the One who is also a Warrior King.
This is the One.
So, as we prepare Him room, let us sing with a deeply-rooted conviction that He does indeed rule the world with truth and grace. May our eyes be opened wide to the glories of his righteousness and wonders of his love, and may our surrender flow from that space. From a first-hand knowledge of who He is.
We prepare Him room, knowing that the Immanuel has already come. That He’s here. In the hard and the joyous and the stressful and smooth. In the extraordinary and in the mundane. He is here and will continue to be. And man, if that’s not something worth celebrating.
Yes, the Lord has come. The Savior reigns indeed. So, go. Prepare Him room. Clear out and make space for Him to move, work, break down, restore, keep, send, and be.
But things might just be about to get real and get real fast. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.
I know from experience.
And you know what else I know from experience? He’s so worth it.
This week, all around our nation, families will gather. They’ll gather around perfectly adorned tables set with fine china and finer wine. Others will gather in living rooms, squeezing close on couches, paper plates on laps.
For some, Thanksgiving- with all of its family, food, and football- is as good as it gets. The best of the best. Words of thanks spill out of lips effortlessly. Because maybe it’s been a banner year. Maybe the pregnancy test was positive, the wedding bells rang, the kids were on honor roll, and your wallet remains fat.
Still others will wake on Thanksgiving morning with an air of trepidation, hearts heavy with hurts and misgivings rather than joy and thanks-giving. Maybe family represents heartache, and there’s no feast to be had. Perhaps the pain is still too raw, the fear too heavy, the reality too… real… to want to celebrate. Maybe the notion of giving thanks this year just seems ludicrous.
This Thanksgiving, we’ll gather. And, whether we intend to or not, we’ll bring our stories, our experiences, our present and past realities- we’ll bring it all to the table. With all of our turkey and casseroles and baggage and triumph, we’ll gather.
So, what can we do if thanks-giving doesn’t come easily this year? What if we fall in the camp of heel-dragging, feast-lacking, “What are you thankful for this year?”-question-dreading people?
We give thanks anyway.
Not in a Pollyannaish, blind-eye-to-suffering way. Or a fake smile, “I’m fine, it’s fine, we’re ALL FINE” kind of way. But in a “I know that my Redeemer lives” kind of way.
What if all of us- those of us teeming with thanks along with those who are empty and dry- what if our gratitude and joy could flow from something more steady, predictable, and sure? What if we could gather around the table, the living room, and the backyard this week confessing, “I don’t know what your year has held, but I know who has held me.”
Whether you’re limping to the table this year, wounded and weary, or skipping lighthearted and baggage-free, we can all unite under the truths that our God is the same. Trophies or baggage, tears or laughter, we can always, always give thanks. Because if all we have left is God Himself, then that’s all we’ll ever need after all. And if His unchanging character is the only object of gratitude on our tongues this Thanksgiving, then I can think of no sweeter words to speak.
So, friends. If all feels lost, and you have nothing left- I pray that you would cling to one truth this Thanksgiving: that, while rulers and friends and careers and money and prestige and family may come and go, God is the same yesterday, today, and forever.
We can give thanks that He is wholly just, even in the face of unspeakable injustice.
We can give thanks that God IS LOVE, even when vitriol and hate seem to be dominating.
We can give thanks that He is the good Father, even when we grow weary in our own parenting.
We can give thanks that God is the masterful Creator of everything, even when creation seems to be unraveling at an alarming pace.
We can give thanks that God is sovereign, even when life seems to be careening out of control.
We can give thanks that God’s strength is magnified in our weakness.
We can give thanks that our God is the Good Shepherd who pursues the one lost sheep when we feel like we’re too far gone for saving.
We can give thanks when we feel unseen and invisible because He numbers the hairs on our head and keeps watch over the sparrow.
We can give thanks when we look death and disease in the eye, knowing that our God heals and restores.
We can give thanks that God is always merciful even when our own compassion wanes.
We can give thanks that God is all-knowing and supremely wise when we just don’t know how to proceed.
We can give thanks that we don’t have to strive and hustle for grace because Jesus sat down after His work of salvation.
We can give thanks when we feel abandoned because Jesus- our Emmanuel– came.
We can give thanks that God has already won. That death and Hell have been defeated. That, yes, we can lament, but we need not wallow in despair and defeat.
Friends, we can give thanks this Thanksgiving because our God is unmovable and unchanging, steady and sure. So, go right ahead and get to your Thanksgiving table. Get to your people. Whether you go limping or go dancing, may your steps land on these truths. And may you go giving thanks.
This morning, much of the nation is waking up bleary-eyed and still in a state of shock. “What. Just. Happened? How? Why? What??”
I know my mind is reeling. It has been all night.
The nation has spoken, and the verdict begs the question, “Where do we even go from here?”
Church, I believe the answer starts with us. A few thoughts to consider on this morning-after:
1. It’s okay to have feelings.
It is no secret that this election cycle was bizarre on so many levels. Hillary muddled through her fair share of controversy. And Trump? By this point, we’re all quite aware of Trump’s propensity to offend. And offend. And offend.
I remember a conversation with a dear friend months ago- a friend who happens to represent one of the minority groups that has been on the receiving end of far too many mean-spirited remarks from our now president-to-be. “It’s scary, Catherine,” she said, speaking to the prospect of a Trump presidency. “I’m so scared, and my family is scared. I just can’t believe that he might actually be our next president.”
It was in that moment that I was struck by my privilege. Sure, I can disagree with policy and disapprove of a person’s character. But I’m a white, able-bodied, American-born woman; Trump has never once made threats against me. And yet, others are not afforded that privilege. They’re waking up this morning feeling deeply hurt. They’re terrified, sad, and angry. They feel threatened.
This is not some emotionally-charged jargon. This is truth. This is reality for many. I know this because I’ve heard these words from the mouths of real people.
So, what? What do we do about it? Well, we need to be mindful of how our friends and neighbors are doing. How they’re processing all of this.
Check on your people. Approach them with the blessed hope that our God is still sovereign- that He is still on His throne- but, first, before you get to that, hear them out. Listen to their stories and their misgivings and their fears. Be okay with people not being okay today.
2. Let’s discipline our tongues and watch our speech.
So, it’s okay to have feelings. And it’s okay to vehemently disagree with a particular leader. But, at the end of the day, Donald Trump is our president-elect. A person. Made in the image of our almighty God. And, as Christ-followers, we’re called to respect and honor our leaders.
One lesson (of so. many. lessons.) this election drove home was the importance of learning to disagree civilly. We certainly didn’t see this modeled from the debate podiums, nor did my Facebook feed display any semblance of disciplined-speech. But is that the final word and example we want to leave for our children? That “free speech” equals freedom to hate? That real leaders yell and bicker and name-call until they can eke out a victory?
Friends, let us not respond to bullying with bullying. Hate with hate. This is not a call to some passive doormat existence. Rather, this is a call to the existence of one whose identity is deeply rooted in the unchangeable character of a loving Savior.
When we consider the unfathomable grace and mercy God has heaped upon us, we can be freed up to heed Michelle Obama’s eloquent words: “When they go low, we go high.”
Let’s hold tight to our convictions. Let’s defend the defenseless. And, my goodness, let’s speak up. But let’s go high and let’s do so with an undercurrent of respect and honor. Let’s do this thing civilly.
3. Feelings are good, and so are words. But, church, let’s get a move on and DO something.
Yesterday, our nation elected a president that has built his following on a promise to build a wall. Who has called Latino immigrants “criminals” and “rapists.” Who said he’d “absolutely” implement a registry for Muslims in our country. Who openly mocked a disabled journalist. Who has made horrific comments about women which he quickly dismissed as “locker room talk.” Whose rhetoric and plans are wildly supported by the Ku Klux Klan.
The people have truly spoken. The state of the union is clear. Our nation is broken.
So, as Christians, what do we do?
We run to the brokenness.
We run to our Latino and Muslim neighbors, we run to local communities of immigrants and refugees, we run to our African American colleagues and friends. We run to them and cry, “We see you. WE SEE YOU! And we’ve got your backs. Even if the government betrays you and others mock you, we will be your people.”
And, then? Then, we follow through and actually BECOME their people.
We dive into organizations like World Relief and start serving and loving local refugees as they get settled and back on their feet.
We do more than just pay lip service to the whole notion of being pro-life. We support lives in the womb, absolutely. But we also support lives post-birth. We walk alongside the mom experiencing an unplanned pregnancy and become her biggest advocate and loudest cheerleader. We foster. We get background checked so that we can babysit for foster parents.
We help our friends search for employment when their husbands- and the primary breadwinners of the family- are deported without warning.
We walk with women who have been the victims of sexual assault and abuse, helping them find safety and healing.
We stand alongside our black brothers and sisters and affirm again and again that black lives do indeed matter.
We show kindness. We speak truth in love. We exemplify mercy and grace.
We point back to Jesus with our words AND our actions.
4. Let’s hold tight to the hope that God IS still sovereign.
Emotions are understandably high. We can be disappointed and we can be shocked and we can feel all of the feelings, but let’s not land there. Let’s land on truth.
Let’s land on the truth that God sent Jesus to die for all of us. For our sin. For our brokenness. Because our sin is just as heinous as that of Clinton and Trump, we are equally in need of a Savior.
Let’s land on the hope that Jesus didn’t stay dead. That he broke the curse of sin and defeated death itself. There is no ruler that will ever match that kind of power and authority. Jesus has already won. He is still in control. And his love has never, not ever, faltered.
Church, what if God has handed us over to this kind of election- this brand of president- for such a time as this?
What if NOW is our time to show the world that we are people who show up?
That we are people who run to the margins.
That we are people whose speech is grace-filled.
That we are people who honor and pray for our leaders even when we disagree.
That we are people who can forgive.
That we are gospel-people. People who know that God’s love for us is secure. People who are convinced that there’s nothing we can do to make Him love us more, and there’s nothing we can do to make Him love us less. People who are so radically changed by this truth that they can’t help but give this kind of love away to others.
The people have spoken. This is our reality. So, let’s get to it.
Alright. The election is days away. Headlines are cray. And there are a whole heckofalot of worrisome things we could chat about today.
Sure, we could do that. But it’s Friday! So, let’s pretend to be naive and blissfully unaware for a hot sec and talk about some favorite things, shall we?
This is Us
If you’re living under a rock and have yet to hear of this show, I’m going to need you to remedy that situation. Stat. Oh my goodness, it’s fantastic. When I initially learned that much of the storyline would revolve around transracial adoption, I was nervously holding my breath as I waited to see how it would be handled. Y’all, it’s been beautiful. Real and raw and hard-hitting and justgowatchitnow.
Our Venus Flytrap
People. This $4 plant- effectively the newest member of our family- has brought our crew an inordinate amount of entertainment over the past week. I’ve been found scouring dark corners of our house and mossy patches of our yard in attempts to find tiny crawling creatures for our plant. My kids have stood quietly for whole MINUTES at a time (a notable feat indeed), watching and waiting for the plant to eat unsuspecting insects. Coolest. Ever. (Says the self-proclaimed science nerd.)
There’s no telling how long this lil guy will survive because this self-proclaimed science nerd also happens to be a self-proclaimed plant murderer. But we’ll enjoy him while he lasts.
As a 33 year old woman, I’m not sure if I should be embarrassed to admit this, but I have never- not ever– not on my wedding day or any other day of my existence- worn lipstick. In fact, it was not long ago that I retired my multi-pack-of-Lipsmackers buying habit. Because, the way I see it, if I have the choice between my lips tasting like Dr. Pepper and my lips tasting like… lips… I choose Dr. Pepper.
But I’m a grown-up now. And, thanks to a recentish gift from my sister, I have now graduated to this fancy-sounding “rose salve.” It claims to be “all-purpose,” but that makes me a little nervous, so I just use it on my lips. And love it a lot. Because if you can’t smell/taste like Dr. Pepper, then I suppose roses are another acceptable option.
If you have ever been a dinner guest at our home, there’s a very high likelihood that we’ve fed you Mexican. And, if we’ve ever fed you Mexican in our home, there’s a 100% chance that we’ve served you this salsa. It’s cheap, easy, and a staple in our fridge.
Listen, I know when you hear the name “Pioneer Woman,” your brain doesn’t necessarily doesn’t necessarily jump to “authentic Mexican food”, but I’ve served this to my Mexican friends on a number of occasions (because, again, if you come over, just go ‘head and expect tacos), and they approve.
There are people in this world who make meticulous scrapbooks to document the lives of their children. People who make the effort to design beautiful yearly photo books. And people who… don’t. People like me. People like this lady. Oh my gosh, I feel so validated by this lady.
Anyway, Chatbooks are, hands down, the easiest solution to bridge my “wanna have my pictures printed/organized/beautified” desire and my “but just CAN’T GET MY JUNK TOGETHER” reality. It’s just EIGHT BUCKS for a 60-page photo book, and there’s next-to-zero effort required on your part. You should totally check them out. And, if you want to use my fancy Chatbooks link, I wouldn’t hate it. You’d get your first book free, and I’d get credits toward free books. Either way, though. Trust me on this one.
Happy Friday, friends!!
I don’t know about you, but my world has felt so noisy recently. And I’m not just talking about the kids that run wildly through our house, literally scaling the walls. I’m talking about all of the voices. On all of the platforms. All the time. The steady stream of clickbait and content has turned into a constant static in my ears and on my phone, and, quite frankly, it has grown tiresome. So exhausting that I have felt uncharacteristically unmotivated to write on here.
Usually, this space provides freedom for me as my fingers type out the words I’ve been itching to process. But lately? Lately, I’ve felt the need to be still. To go small. To process quietly, just me and God. (And Matt. And a small handful of other dear friends who have the distinct privilege of hearing me process ALL OF MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS. Bless their hearts.)
As I’ve quieted myself over the past weeks, months even, I have felt my heart returning again and again to this question: “Catherine, in this world of unceasing noise and content, to whom do you run and in whom do you trust?”
And the questions kept coming…
Who has the greatest platform and loudest voice in my life? Today’s hottest celebrity in Christian subculture? Or the holy and sovereign God?
Why am I so shaken when a well-known pastor, author, speaker, or well-respected Christian “falls” (whatever that means) or takes a stance with which I disagree? Have I been functionally placing my faith and trust in the gospel of some Christian celebrity rather than in Christ Jesus alone?
To whom am I turning for truth? As a follower of Jesus, how do I reconcile my faith with headlines and culture? Is my knee-jerk to turn to my Facebook feed for the latest soundbyte from whoever my American-Christian-Idol might be at that moment? Or to hustle to my blog to place my own stake in the ground? Or do I instinctively turn to God and His Word as my source of truth?
Am I surrounded by other believers with whom I can hash out the hard things in life? People who I trust to challenge me, push me, and set me straight when needed? People with whom I can hold culture up to scripture and say, “Now what?”
Do I know God’s word? Am I in scripture daily? I’m not talking about reading a hand-lettered verse on Instagram, checking off a box, and calling it a day. I’m talking about reading God’s word in context. Interacting with it, wrestling with it, studying it, memorizing it. And, oh yes, living it out. Do I spend more time TALKING about doing this or actually doing it?
Do I have a spirit of humility? I’m a fallen, sinful human who gets things wrong. Often. So, when I’m called out, do I respond on the defense, or is my heart teachable? Am I willing to learn? To be broken? For my ideas and frameworks to be broken apart and reworked?
You guys. We’re kind of pioneers here. This world of 24 hour news and social media and insta-everything is unlike anything the generations before us had to navigate. The voices are louder. The platforms larger. And I don’t know, the stakes just seem higher.
I believe all of this begs a few final questions:
Are we stewarding this responsibility well?
Are we placing Jesus at the center of it all, or are we squeezing Him in along the fringes?
Church, I think we have some work to do. Good and holy and hard work.
Work that will ultimately shift our eyes away from the stages and the spotlights and back to the Creator and Sustainer of it all. Work that will prompt our aching hearts to know Him more. Because it’s only then- when we know Him and His truth- that we’ll be prepared to sort though the noise and listen to the voices.
Perhaps this should go without saying, but if I’ve had to learn this the hard way, then I have to assume that I’m not alone: if our goal is to see the world through a Christ-centered lens, then we have to first know Christ. Not a cursory “oh yeah, I’ve heard about that Jesus guy” sort of knowing. But an intimate, authentic-relationship kind of knowing.
The “oh my gosh, I feel like we’re best friends” brand of knowing that we feel toward so many of our favorite authors, bloggers, and speakers. Except God? He knows us back. And loves us fully.
As we go searching for answers in these confusing and sometimes ridiculously difficult days, let’s thank God for the wise voices out there. And let’s pray for those on the big platforms because that, my friends, is an enormous responsibility. But may we also remember that they, like us, are people. Just people. Finite. Human. Fallen. No match at all to our high and mighty God.
And may we always, always start and end with Truth. Because this world may be noisy and loud. Culture seems to be forever shifting. But, as we read in Isaiah 40:7-8, “All people are like grass, and all their faithfulness is like the flowers of the field…The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God endures forever.”
It’s noisy out there y’all, and so much of this “noise” is pure and Christ-centered and good. But, at the end of the day, may our hope be found in the One- the only One- who endures forever and who will never, ever fail.
A few weeks ago, we celebrated this girl’s seventh birthday. But, never fear. Because it was her PARTY YEAR*, the celebrations didn’t stop with this Pinterest-worthy (I jest SO HARD) dirt/fish/worm cake. No, my friends. We still had The Greatest Birthday Party on Earth to come.
*Now, regarding the Party Year bit. Early on, we established a doable birthday party rhythm in our family. Essentially, our kids get a “big party” every OTHER year. Because, let’s be real, I know my strengths, and that’s just what I have the capacity for, mkay? This has worked beautifully for us, but if you just looove throwing big kid parties, you. do. you.
So, The Greatest Birthday Party on Earth. Months and months ago, Mary Grace attended a party at a local skating rink. This skating rink is as old school as they come. Like, I’m pretty sure the only thing they’ve altered since 1987 are the songs flowing from the DJ booth. Yes, DJ booth. It’s as amazing as you’re imagining.
Old School Skating Rink happens to advertise that they offer the Greatest! Birthday! Party! on Earth!! So, naturally, it took one teeny glance at this slogan for Mary Grace to decide that this was it. Because, for a kid who likes to live life BIG, it makes zero sense to do average when you can do THE GREATEST ON EARTH.
For months, she’s been talking about skating! Games! The DJ booth! There was so much build up that I was moderately concerned that her own birthday experience would never live up to the hype. And it almost didn’t. Because, oh yeah, there was a tiny thing that swept through North Carolina called Hurricane Matthew, thrusting our city onto Weather Channel headlines. On her birthday party day. Fantastic.
But people came. People skated. People ate. People partied like it was 1987. All the while, the hurricane was picking up, streets and businesses of the city were being flooded, and we were NONE THE WISER. It was awesome.
But was it the Greatest Birthday Party on Earth? I meeeean. It was pretty stinkin fun.
So fun that, as we packed everything up that day, I told Matt that I may have to schedule MYSELF a party there. Because some people go big for the big 3-0. Or, sure, for their 40th. But I’ll be 34 in a few short months, and 34 gets no love. I’m pretty sure the big 3-4 calls for a lil Mariah, a lotta Debbie Gibson, and the ever-romantic Couples Skate. Greatest on Earth, y’all. Who’s in?